Saturday, December 29, 2012

Another year nearly gone by...

Christmas was lovely...and exhausting...but lovely nonetheless. It was full of moments containing straight up Christmas joy, (Sam channels Buddy the elf at this time of year) sadness for those who were lost and those left behind, wonder at how these two beautiful boys have grown, random acts of kindness and thankfulness for each other, family and all that we have. I have high hopes for 2013...some big exciting/terrifying changes ahead. But it's good and we're ready and above all we have each other, which is really what matters most in the world. I am thankful...completely and sincerely thankful. Farewell 2012 and Happy New Year to us all.

Christmas morning monkey bread...super easy and crazy delicious.

Teenager

There's that Sammy Christmas spirit...it's positively delightful.

Christmas morning with our boys.
This is what's important, right here.

Sam's new hat...he picked it and bought it himself and I rather like it!

Winter has finally arrived.

Feels like we're inside of a snow globe today. It's lovely.

Pugs aren't really fans of the snow, but these guys seem to be having a good time today.

Sandy Hook weighed heavy on our hearts during the holiday.

Skeeter and I made snowflakes to send to the kids who are heading back to their new school in January. Our little guy is still unaware of this tragedy, but he was more than happy to make snowflakes for the kids in CT...just because. Such a good heart our Sammy has.

Hunkered down, awaiting a bright new year.
Wishing for a much more peaceful world.

Saturday, December 15, 2012

Unthinkable...

Oh how my heart aches...just physically hurts. The heaviness feels almost too much to bear at times...and I multiply that by thousands in my mind as I think of those who just yesterday lost their babies...their sons, daughters, wives, mothers, sisters, brothers. I hold my two tighter and closer, feel their warmth, smell their heads and I pray. I send warm thoughts, love and all of the positive energy that I have out into this world. At bedtime I listen to Sammy sing, blissfully unaware of this tragedy, "What A Wonderful World" because that is in fact, how he sees the world. And I love that...I am so so grateful for that simple fact. All the love, prayers and good thoughts to the folks in Newtown.

I love you more than I can ever possibly say...my sweet boys.